ray of light

2009-08-08T19:33:00.000+08:00

what is not mine will never be mine...

2009-08-08T19:18:00.005+08:00

yesterday just went to soeul garden... but before that, we need to wait a long one hour... it was so boring, but then i a lot things went to my mind during the one hour...i questioned myself this question," should i share my thoughts with my friends???" well, i still don't have a answer right now but then i feel that i should still keep thoughts to myself until i can find a really trustworhty friend...

after the long wait, we went in to seoul garden for our revenge... we took a lot of food... and then there are some funny moments... yan jiang ate raw food three times in a row... then inn tat BBQ the eggs... it was a really fun day...

then yesterday night got a few good and bad dreams... what a wonderful day...

2009-08-03T19:40:00.003+08:00

recently... there has been nothing much to do... everyday go home after lunch... life is getting kinda boring... not only that... i do not want to eat black cherries anymore for this month... everyday also eat... and the colour is like blood... everyday makes me feel that i am eating blood clots and drinking blood...

2009-07-27T20:43:00.002+08:00

well... i just woke up from one of my dream this is term... everything in life is only a illusion, it is only a dream... time to focus on what is right for me and just ignore everything else... i have been slacking whole of this term... doing a lot of things that i am not suppose to be doing... bothering others too much and apparently made them irritated... for the next term, i am only going to focus on myself and myself only...

2009-07-27T20:27:00.002+08:00

yeah, yeah... today is my birthday. had pizzas and cakes just now... i am so full... im revitalise... i am really for tmr exams liao...

come to think to it... i havnt finished my history... no... back to studying...

"life is full of hopes..."

there is my cake... haha...

2009-07-24T20:16:00.001+08:00

today... i suddenly realised the importance of being a good guy... i found that i wasnt really good... trying to improve myself... anyone got any constructive suggestions???

2009-07-24T13:52:00.002+08:00

finally, theres a turning point... i finally got my expected targets for the examinations today... and today is friday so theres no exams tommorrow.... yeah...

who is cheryldine??? why everybody keep comparing her with me???

"get the full picture first"

2009-07-23T17:19:00.002+08:00

people say sometimes its good to let go and move on to the mext phrase of our lifes... however for me, its not easy... there are like so many things bothering me, e.gs the intense examinations going on right now and my own life... i seriously do not know when it will end...

hey, but then theres something good that happen to me today, i finally cheer up when i went to lunch... i suddenly realise life has so much more fun than i expected...

another point i wanna make is my personality... some people may have misunderstood me... and i think its a insult to mycharacter...

2009-07-22T19:25:00.002+08:00

Suddenly now my life only left black and white... the colours of life i do not know were they have gone to... today i face more problems... in my studies... even though i know that life is full of ups and downs... its still hard for me to accept...

"what doesnt kill me, makes me stronger"

2009-07-21T20:55:00.000+08:00

well... today is kinda depressing for me... woah... i broke up today... maybe im just born to be a loner??? maybe or maybe not... trying to cheers myself up now... apparently, its not working... nvm... maybe i will feel better tmr???

life is full of hope.

2009-07-20T21:09:00.000+08:00

hii all... this is my first post... sometimes i wonder do ppl really appreciate what i done for them???